new sem is not fun at all
now school is like hell to me
my clique like do not have much bonding anymore
well. thats why i status them as classmates
and this action save me from being sad about things that happened
am glad in one way or another
okay i shall be frank
although i think or i know that am way behind time
but the progress that am having is slow
which is very slow as compared to other 'better' students
those students includes people in my clique too
well.am envy about their fast progress
and am jealous about it too
another thing i realized
my clique have become more 自私
or it is that all the while it have been like that
only i didnt notice
but anyhowsss. i have also choose to do my stuff at home
rather then the usual staying back in school
i think i made myself drifted from the 3
am so pekcek about myself recently too
as for the past 22 years or rather friends that know me inside out
am such a straight forward person
who shows whatever on my face
happy or not stated clearly
but now
am still very clean and clear to GS lar
cause they are super dearest to me
but for the school clique
i started to become less interactive with him
not much conversation unless school related stuff
i hate group works too.not as endue already
particular person i guess
NATO (noactiontalkonly)
now i feel like quitting school
but if i do so
i have to enter working life
which is not in my plan
okays lar. apart from all the negative side
i did a short getaway to Malaysia
then movies.shoppings.supper session.coffee sessions.
and my uncle's ROM reception lunch at the beginning of the month
dont blame of others lar WENWONG
blame yourself.
bad time management and all