the year of 2009

have been quite a good year for me

i thinkkkkk~~~

Daddy and Mummy shower soooo much love & care

(still showering)

Both elder Brothers dote me so much too

after the BROKE UP INCIDENT

now the 3 of us can suddenly go supper

watch movies and even shopping

well.everything seems to change when we all grow up

the folks can be quite cunning also

overseas together and all

much more programs as compared when we were young

but mummy seems to be falling sick quite often

maybe overworked herself

and daddy had quite a handful of things to handle in his company

i know all these shitss will be over soon.like now!

Elder Brother have been receiving letters from HDB

somehow i feel uneasy discussing with him about

where and which kind of house should he choose?

like maybe 4 rooms or 5 rooms.

i never have such feelings before

like i dont wish that he move out of this house

and i cant get to see him every night or play nonsenses with him and all

WELLL WELLL WELL.

I know its part and parcel of life

I JUST CANT GET USED TO IT.

21 years with him.a home with him

WEN DONT WANT TO GET USE TO IT LA

okay.stubborn things aside

the second brother of mine

have decided to take up a degree course next year

am so happy for him.

i have a super awesome group of people in my life

sometimes i do wonder are they just friends?

or more than friends and slightly close to the level of FAMILY MEMBERS?

they are the people whom i know from ITE

back then i was only 17 years old.

the class am in was the FIRST TOP PIONEER batch in SIMEI ITE back then

whole class was formed up by all top 'N' Level Students from each and every secondary school

i still remember the few monkeys from XINMIN which is also another secondary school

at my residential area.3 of them are the noisy ever classmate i ever had in my life.

one of them named

a very self centered person.always want others to follow his way and all

very bossy but he claimed that am the most bossy one in the group

his signature pattern is to PSYCHO people to stand on his side

and agree with him in whatever he do and wherever he wanna go

he thought no one will know his PATTERN

is just that we dont wanna say out only

and he always like to tell lies

like for example we agreed to meet at 3 pm

then at around 2pm he will msg and say

"eh wen, ANDY say he cannot make it to 3 pm.so we meet at 4pm instead."

(he will act as if he is also very pekcek about Andy)

then he will go and tell ANDY that

"eh Andy, WEN say that she cannot make it to 3pm so we meet at 4pm instead."

(same case, he will also act that he is very pekcek with me)

not once but alot of times already

recently dont have because we already know his pattern

so whenever he wanna change the timing

the rest of us will clarify with one another first

he is always the Elite in class.until now he is currently studying in NP

still am very proud to say that i never seen someone that can organize his time so well

always packed with school work and St.John and of cos some LEISURE time along the way

with him around, i become the one who is so much soft spoken person than any time in my life

no wonders, he have 3 mikes in his throat.

in years to come. the 3 mikes will transform into a home theatre system

seriously, the first impression of Adrian doesnt give me that kind of feeling

that will make me to be friend with him in my life.

he talk so much and so loudly.i forgotten how and what make us so close together

but i know him, he never failed to organize outing or gathering for us

a very nice person to talk to.who can share my troubles with.no matters in school or life

i've seen him putting so much efforts in his FYP.

the stress he been through and all and yet he will never show when we have gathering

a very strong guy who can manage his emotions very well.

I know that he sure will do very well in his FYP like seriously i have no doubts in that.

another on that i know back in ITE days

the very first impression of him is AHBENG

first day of school.everyone is wearing the new uniform

but he and another tall guy was wearing a white secondary school shirt and trousers

and his secondary school is called GAN ENG SENG

haha.very funny right.okay shall say why i find him AHBENG

i still remember we have to introduce ourselves

and he was sitting at the front and am sitting with my friends at the back

i cant recall who was the one at the back introducing himself or herself already

but i noticed this GANENGSENG guy just DIAO his sight to the back

DIAO = unfriendly way of glancing

and the way he sat.sloughing way of AHBENG sitting on the chair

very bad impression i had about him

and i never really talked to him when we are still classmates

only the times we PLAYED the game of FRIEND FRIEND?NO FRIEND?

and there's a story behind it.i shall not elaborate on that

then he also have a pattern

he will have lots of excuses to skip some gatherings

you know people grow up

and he did also la

abit la.....HAHAHAHA

now he know how to bring himself to others

know how to talk to others first and have his stand

things happened to me and him

that why we now can share our troubles together

and am glad that he is not as AHBENG as i first thought

he is also currently busy with his FYP thingy

hope that he will also do awesomely well too

SAME la.from the ITE also.

when i first saw her, she was mixing around with the Malay girls in our class

and she is the only Chinese among them

thats why am so puzzled that why she cant be in the group of chinese?

hahaha.they very first time i saw her. I never thought she was a AHLIAN

i swear i never.cause i know she is one.she dont smile to other people

her face can be so AHLIAN i tell you

if you dont believe i can show you

see.she fierce bo?!

but luckily we slowly put her back to the right track

haha.then i realised that she's also staying at HOUGANG

so from then we will also meet to go school and home together

and she is really not ahlian la.just her look only

she can be very very blur

blur until you cannot believe how we communicate with her

after ITE life.she continue to study in HIGHER NITEC

so we hardly spend time together

and now we grown up

she is so much brighter now

like so much

she is a very thoughtful girlfriend of mine

know me quite well too.

haha.now she got BF already

so i will grumble to Andy and Adrian saying that

AILEEN DONT WANT ME anymore...

muchlove la LEEN.

with the 3 people above

we form a group

GLAM SQUAD

well...

despite we always pick on each other whenever we meet

i still love her.haha.she is also la.the gang of people from ITE

the very caring and thoughtful one.

always there whenever i need a helping hand.a listening ear

whatever i need la.she is super important.

at the very beginning

we hardly talk when we were still classmates

she claimed that i would used the kind of DIAO-NESS to look at her

but i didnt even realized.what i know was she is damn tall

always with a girl who is only at her shoulder lever

and damn loud also one la.

i managed to snatch ANNNEE away from LiFen

so she is in my GANG now

my best girlfriend.who always put too much feelings into some THING

which makes her very upset EVERY TIME

i dont want anything to hurt this BITCH of mine

cause i need her to be by my side when she is in need okay

i know am selfish but SHE UNDERSTANDS

*she will be happy.i know she will*

My LaSalle School Mate during DAY 1

DAY ONE okay

we supposed to meet at some basement area for the first day of school

everyone knew that except the both of us

we GONG GONG waited outside the classroom stated on the time table

i saw her standing outside the classroom when i reached school

we kept quiet for quite a while

and i forgotten who was the one asking each other

"are you from XXX class?"

and we then realized

we both in the same CLASS

GOODNESS

so when we are still finding our way to the correct place

where we dont even know

and the watch stated 15 mins later

one kind soul told us

"Foundation Student will all be gathered at BASEMENT 1"

THANKS and RUN

and we are sooooo good friends till now

after the resubmission

after the repeat and all

we still in the same class

well.she is a very sensible CHILD

she is one year younger than me

SO YOUNG CAN

am fucking turning 22 this year.

Y&T^&^%%*&^&*%^

a friend who always understand what am trying to get across

haha.well craps too.

sometimes i find that we are so alike in our character

Aloy the one year older than me fellow

haha.he is always leading the cute-ness trend

he claimed he is belong to 可爱路线

the one who always ask me about LOVE

very funny one la him

we always laugh at something only at one glance at each other

no need to use verbal communication THAT KIND

we laugh the loudness in class

no doubt okay

he is my shopping partner

this person here

is super EMO 24/6

haha.he is super quiet

we always afraid we lost him on the way to have our lunch and all

very caring person la

he is very thoughtful when come to dinning and all

the most gentleman one among the 4

i just hope that he speak more to me

i hardly hear him talk sia

always "hmmmm.....hmmmmm"

and no more

the one who always crap with me online la

he is also very funny cannnnn

he just appear to be very very quiet

dont fool by his look

he can be very CRAPPY also

a very detailed person in my list

very thoughtful also

always know how to put himself into other people's shoes

and think from different point of view

a very good listener too

dont be surprise okay

he is SUPER HARDWORKING

thats why I HATE HIM

HAHA

the one person in the earth that scold me SIAOCHEEBYE in my face

he really never die before

Lihao scold cheebye in his sentences

i already throw whatever in my hand at him

Sevian is lucky, super lucky

he can sing

i swear he really can

my K Partner i tell you

we sing hokkien songs

HE SAID THAT

we can communicate very well because we are the same horoscope

well...not too bad laaaa.

hahahahaha

we always have the same pattern

that we somehow know what are we going to say

OKAYS

thanks to him

he guided me quite alot in school

am doing great.i supposed

"proceeded to next semester"

clearly written on the Transcript

might not be as high grade as those KUKU around me

i know i did put in lots of effort

hard workssss really paid off

am quite quite quite happy with studies

am working part time

earning some extra income for myself and of cos

the MONEY SUCKING MATERIALS

my phone bills

my Internet bills

my insurance bills

my future money bills

my transportation

cut short okay.am not taking any pocket money

i spend what i earn

cause am I THINK am well enough to support myself

at the age of 21

no as noble okay

i still live and eat on the bill that settle by my parents

school fees under MR WONG'S BILL

but am happy that

i still have a little contributions to the WONG'S FAMILY

i threw a 21st Birthday Party

and all bills i settled by myself

quite proud to say that okay

and also

i bought myself a MacBook Pro

$3880

i learnt quite alot in 2009

am happy that my life is what and how it is now

not as SO HAPPENING/NO MORE DRAMAS

attended awesome 21st Birthday Parties

not too late for me to realize what is LIFE supposed to be now

am good

and

am gonna be better