MARKS one year
the date
17Th Nov
I've been thinking
what have i done for this one year
what changes i made and all
-i become more independent
-i love myself even more
-i will spend time thinking whats right and wrong
when come to making decision
-i become a less ANGER person
-i put in lots of effort in studying
-i foot my own bills every month
-i work for my own living
-i might be more happier?
-i can manage my plans well
-i can take public transportation
(although i cabb very often)
-i became so picky when comes to food
-i went back to the old self that choose places to eat.
less hawker and coffee shop
-i drink but i don't smoke
-i hate driving
-i am back to my 15 hours of sleep
(now is holiday. i slept 17 hours just now)
-i know lotsa cool people
-i love GLAMSQUAD!
-i like to have the CHILL PILLS every Friday
-i enjoy friends accompanies
-i think i love my life now
-i starting to love marketing with MOM
so many things i did during this one year
too much that i cant even remember
and obviously
i did negative things too
like drinking
i should cut down on drinking
like seriously
motherfuckingsuckingallmymoney
i have memories that cant be erase
even 1 year past
i want to buried it under soil
under whatsoever thing that can cover up
all those files in my mind
i realised
one year
might be short
but i gained too much things that
i cant even absorb properly sometimes
i want some of my friends back
do come back and be my friend again
if i can go back to year 2007
i will not choose to walk that path again
cause if i don't, I'll still have one more friend in my list now
anyhows...
thanks for everything
thanks for being there once
thanks for the memories
WEN will continue walking, strongly