during this one month
things that happened
i will just take it as a lesson to learn
just that too many lessons of emotions handling
but i been through
not totally complete yet
i still have a long way to go
i used to go according to my plans and all
but things dont always happen accordingly
smile and take it
like before
1 years plus,
the love.
i will always remember
being pampered
that i never received before
being love by someone
which i dont even know how much
it hurts
maybe
i am always a failure in love
i cannot handle it well
this month
too much things happened at one go
but maybe
its good that all come together
then at the end
i will be much more relieve
i used to be thinking that
whatever i do is right
when i think its right i will do it
but its only when i think
is I
things doesnt only occur myself
im looking forward
i wanna go back school
i wanna get well soon
i wanna sleep well
i dont wanna ask for more
just that
cause
i have been going in and out of that place
taking bus alone
walking slowly
taking jabs
pills and all
my tibits
life still goes on
sun still moving
no matter what
even not because that im like that
im smiling and carry on with life
like whenever i reach home
Patrick will be sitting on my bed.
smiling to me
thats why i love him soooo.