I woke up at around 3 plus in the afternoon. Charged 12 house of battery. Actually, wanted to buy some presents dan I was so lazy lar, slacked at home. IM paranoid, LOLS. I think too much, and I really hope so. I started not to trust people so easily, after I feel that HUMAN are born to be selfish(this is what I noticed), it explain in one way or another. Sometime feeling cant write in words to explain what's inside one's mind. Okay, I shouldn't express any further.

Finally done with the NEWSLETTER PROJECT. Work load have lessen by half. Cos I still have the HINOKIO to work on and we are so close to the date line. Damn. I should have just go shopping today. Instead of staying at home, I was so angry with my bro+parents. I was rushing my NEWSLETTER as the background color just don't match the wordings and all. They though I was playing computer games. Chatting online all night long and wasting electricity. I just don't want to explain.

Meaning for PARANOID:
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.


I need time to solve the problems that I've encounter.

I don't need any comments from others.

I wish mummy and daddy will understand what IM doing. .........